How to get your life back if you can’t even keep it together?
I’ve always believed in balance and in wholeness – the ability to take on multiple things simultaneously – play different roles and get the most out of my share of 24 hours… but some days I wake up lost.

And like words that’s to be woven I would like a life that can be stitched together regardless of tapestry… a life that’s lived as it is and not how the crowd says it should be… I know I’m growing and learning everyday – allowing life to unfold and enjoying every discovery – and it makes me limitless and free! I am now in search of meaning and authenticity… i want real or nothing – I want now and not what’s in store – i just let it surprise me! I want now and not what has been – my scars have healed and the memories make me. I want being with someone completely or not being with them at all… not trying to escape the present – just meeting in reality… walking with nothingness and therefore detached…

Now is sad but it’s ok… the duality of things will propel me back to my happy – another mesh to add to my unpredictable quilt called life – stitching and connecting and wiping tears…

Later when this spell is gone and my rhythm is back – i’ll be singin and dancin and truly living – until that empty day, just like today, comes when i’ll be weaving and stitching again…

#ReflectRefuelRefocus

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